My Death

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My friend Phil Braen posted the lyrics of a cover, My DeathBowie released in 1972. It was written by Jacque Brel. Bowie made the song his own, of course, changing the lyrics as it suited him. We would expect nothing less. May we all learn from his fearlessness.

My death is like

A swinging door

A patient girl who knows the score

Whistle for her

And the passing time

My death waits like

A bible truth

At the funeral of my youth

Weep loud for that

And the passing time

My death waits like

A witch at night

And surely as our love is bright

Let’s laugh for us

And the passing time

But whatever is behind the door

There is nothing much to do

Angel or devil I don’t care

For in front of that door

There is you

My death waits like

A beggar blind

Who sees the world with an unlit mind

Throw him a dime

For the passing time

My death waits

To allow my friends

A few good times before it ends

Let’s drink to that

And the passing time

My death waits in

Your arms, your thighs

Your cool fingers will close my eyes

Let’s not talk about

The passing time

But whatever is behind the door

There is nothing much to do

Angel or devil I don’t care

For in front of that door

There is you

My death waits

Among the falling leaves

In magicians, mysterious sleeves

Rabbits, dogs

And the passing times

My death waits

Among the flowers

Where the blackish shadow cowers

Let’s pick lilacs

For the passing time

My death waits in

A double bed

Sails of oblivion at my head

Pull up the sheets

Against the passing time

But whatever is behind the door

There is nothing much to do

Angel or devil I don’t care

For in front of that door

There is you

The Scratch

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By Raymond Carver

It’s a day for contemplating our self-destructive habits, as humans. Here’s a thought from the best.

 

I woke up with a spot of blood

over my eye.

A scratch

halfway across my forehead.

But I’m sleeping alone these days.

Why on earth would a man raise his hand

against himself, even in sleep?

It’s this and similar questions

I’m trying to answer this morning.

As I study my face in the window.

We Real Cool

A favorite from Gwendolyn Brooks.

A favorite from Gwendolyn Brooks.

The Pool Players.
Seven at the Golden Shovel.

We real cool. We
Left school. We

Lurk late. We
Strike straight. We

Sing sin. We

Thin gin. We

Jazz June. We
Die soon.

wings

Jerry's wing

A guest post and iPad drawing from the supremely talented Jerry Leibowitz.

 

i remember

when these wings

were ribs

and that late afternoon

in a february fog

as a bent man

stepped safely to the curb

in the moment

a cab driver

inadvertently swerved

to check his watch

and the ache

in my chest

my ribs

uncurling backward

 

and i remember

when these wings

were ribs

and the grey early morn

doused with dew

as the buck

twitched at a fly

barely evading

the hunter’s bullet

 

and i recall

a pocketful of hours

before a dawn

when a child awoke

to battering voices

from a faraway room

dangerously close

then somehow

transcended fear

suspended doubt

and accepted calm

that followed

as reassurance

that things

 

would be better

and they were

 

i remember

when these wings

were ribs

and the agony

the rapture

as they

straightened

and curled backward

bones emulsifying

to mist and light

as i climbed

the great olive tree

to find a nest

full of fine down

and small feathers

that once belonged

to sparrow chicks

that now beckoned me

from higher branches

to follow

their ascension.

Happiness

Happiness

Let’s make the decision

right now

I’m talking to you

to be a little happier

 

I don’t care what tragedy

of the day

is giving you the

Best Ragging Excuse Ever

 

I need some positivity

today And you’re going to give it to me

That’s right you

Listen up

 

Citizen’s United

No jobs

A job for crappy pay

Aches

Headaches

Relationship angst

Short-term memory loss

Nasty boss

Self-absorbed co-worker

Neck sag

Carpal tunnel in the right wrist

Not gonna cut it

 

You’re gonna suck it up

for me

and only me

because you’re all I’ve got

Almost scratch

My apologies for the extended absence. Paid work has been taking up all my time. On that subject, here’s a new poem.

 

 

The woman

reflected in a window

long ago

Polished to a high sheen she

was misplaced, miscast

 

Time throws dust on

our mirages

Strips them of altered life

and the tease of

grandeur

 

Where does

that leave our

Woman in the Glass

She of the

New Image

 

Too tired to push

like Sisyphus

against an

unmovable

object?

 

Facebook poster platitudes

never let up on

an insecure number

like her

Cycling away in endless optimism

 

But those who make

plenty of green on

their efforts

know who the

Real Artists are

 

The rest of us

workshop,

workbook,

guru Twitter feed We

keep our reflections polished.

 

 

 

Lemon

Guest Post by Deborah Fletcher Blum

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Lemon is like a question. It wants something from you. But it wants to hold onto that thing for itself too. It gives and takes back. Is tart and zesty and willful. Sometimes totally irrational. And it is yellow, because the sound is perfect for the taste.

 

I squeeze you for juice and drink you up.

I always loved you raw and didn’t care that I was teased for it.

You wanted to be something people can handle only in small doses.

You like that about yourself.

It means you are strong.

 

Deborah Fletcher Blum has taught art and English at schools in Kenya, New York, and L.A. She studied painting and liberal arts in college and has always been fascinated by cultural differences and “samenesses.” She is writing a middle grade novel set in Kenya.

   

Muddy Hands

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A boy so young

His head as small

As the moon through a window

Holds the earth in his unsure fingers

Spinning it carelessly

Tossing it high in the air

Higher and higher still

Until it can no longer be caught

 

It slips away

A skipped rock

Past the clouds

Over the sun

And into the darkness with no end

And it’s gone

 

But he is a boy

After all

So he reaches into the darkness

And pulls it out just like that

Rubs the muck off on his wrinkled shirt

And rolls it

Rolls it

Back under his feet

 

Now he plucks the moon

From its dark curtain

With his muddy hands

And spins it carelessly

Carelessly

Carelessly

Winter Waka

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The writing of Waka, traditional Japanese poetry consisting of the following syllables per line, 5 7 5 7 7, is an occasional New Year’s tradition in our house.

 

Grey flurries falling

It’s of no concern to me

Michigan winter

Scraped away with a shovel

The past is the past is the